[It's a few minutes before she answers, just processing how to put it.]
There's a man there, he looks like this doll. Well, like a version not made by an eight year old anyway. She...the other me...calls him Father. Thinks of him as her father. Or her 'Big Daddy'. That part always feels so jumbled...
Oh, not like that. I was only maybe eight or nine She was only So...actual father
But there's this woman, right? I'm sure that's her mother. Her real mother. She used this...power. To do something to him. To make him do whatever she told him to. Almost like mind control.
I Right. I meant She just...all she could do was watch. I don't think she really understood what was happening until it was too late and then She couldn't stop it.
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Well. Kind of. I still piecing some of that together but
...It's a little intense. Just to warn you.
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Tell me.
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There's a man there, he looks like this doll.
Well, like a version not made by an eight year old anyway.
She...the other me...calls him Father. Thinks of him as her father.
Or her 'Big Daddy'.
That part always feels so jumbled...
And I'm not sure it's true?
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Isn't Big Daddy a thing then? Slang?
Like, Daddio!
And if she thinks of him as her father, then he is.
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I was only maybe eight or nine
She was only
So...actual father
But there's this woman, right?
I'm sure that's her mother. Her real mother.
She used this...power. To do something to him.
To make him do whatever she told him to.
Almost like mind control.
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That's fucked up!
You don't think she hurt him do you?
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Yes.
She made him kill himself
While I watched
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Holy Hell!
WHY?!
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I was hers
And then she made him kneel and gave him a gun and
[At some point, Eleanor stopped calling the girl in her memories 'her'...]
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I'm sorry you saw that.
And you aren't either of their daughter.
Don't forget that.
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Right. I meant
She just...all she could do was watch.
I don't think she really understood what was happening until it was too late and then
She couldn't stop it.
She was only seven.
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That 'mother'
Is not your mother.
That's horrid.
I'm sorry, Eleanor.
Nobody should have to see that.
And that woman should be in jail.
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I think she was?
Or she is?
Someday I will get the details that make all this make more sense.
Anyway.
Didn't mean for this to go there just
I got a cute doll?
Haha.
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I'm sorry still.
And yes it's cute.
I want to see it when I get home.
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I'm starting to think I got some kind of darkest timeline when it comes to memories everyone is seeing.
Of course.
I have him hooked to the strap of my purse right now.
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I'll see you and him tonight.