No. I just know I was so angry at them. And...there was something with me? Or someone, maybe. But I don't know who. Just...someone.
It's all really confused.
[She groans, and there's the sound of her rolling over.]
None of it makes any sense. And if they're going to make me remember this insane stuff they could at least make it a whole picture. Not just...blurry photographs.
[Her dreams. Well. Memories...hadn't been much clearer.]
The first thing I remember...dream...whatever it is, was literally so foggy I could barely see in front of me. I don't even really know what was going on.
Well. Two things that seem relevant. But one's dumb.
[She seems to latch more onto that than anything else. The other is freaky-deaky.]
I...was learning how to play the saxophone. With some people, and one of them was Yosuke I think. I'm not sure though. I didn't get a good look. But I am pretty sure I remember how to play!
A little. I think? Maybe? I'll have to go find one and give it a try. But I think I can.
[Which is neat!]
But that's not the really freaky dream. Have you ever...seen the fog and how thick it can be out on the beach? Or in Tisse when it gets really, really rainy?
[Yukiko makes a small noise of agreement about the band, but it's no big deal. Now the fog...]
Well, yeah. I was in a place filled with fog. Really, really thick fog. It was like...I don't know, it felt like a castle. Stone walls and torches, and that was about all I could see clearly.
[She stops talking for a minute, huffing a breath.]
I do think I saw things moving in the fog though. Like shadows, masks, or something. It was terrifying. I don't know how else to describe it.
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It's all really confused.
[She groans, and there's the sound of her rolling over.]
None of it makes any sense. And if they're going to make me remember this insane stuff they could at least make it a whole picture. Not just...blurry photographs.
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[Her dreams. Well. Memories...hadn't been much clearer.]
The first thing I remember...dream...whatever it is, was literally so foggy I could barely see in front of me. I don't even really know what was going on.
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[Well that was odd enough to pull Eleanor from her funk, at least for a moment.]
What else have you remembered?
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[She seems to latch more onto that than anything else. The other is freaky-deaky.]
I...was learning how to play the saxophone. With some people, and one of them was Yosuke I think. I'm not sure though. I didn't get a good look. But I am pretty sure I remember how to play!
[Which is exciting!]
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You can play the saxophone now? That's not dumb! That's kind of amazing.
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[Which is neat!]
But that's not the really freaky dream. Have you ever...seen the fog and how thick it can be out on the beach? Or in Tisse when it gets really, really rainy?
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[They'll just need a good excuse.]
Sure? I always kind of liked the fog. It makes everything feel really still.
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Well, yeah. I was in a place filled with fog. Really, really thick fog. It was like...I don't know, it felt like a castle. Stone walls and torches, and that was about all I could see clearly.
[She stops talking for a minute, huffing a breath.]
I do think I saw things moving in the fog though. Like shadows, masks, or something. It was terrifying. I don't know how else to describe it.
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[Eleanor sighed faintly.]
We'll figure it out. At least you weren't hurting anyone, right.
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And no, I don't think I was hurting anyone. But I feel like if I'd made a wrong move I'd have been hurt. Badly.
[Maybe even killed.]
Whatever was in that fog was...malevolent.
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[Yukiko was still there. If these were some kind of insane memories then...well. Eleanor didn't want to dwell on that.]
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[There is one other thing that sticks out though, now that she thinks about it.]
Also have you ever seen me wearing a pink dress?
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[She draws in a breath.]
Pink?
[Eleanor is quiet, mentally going over various dresses worn to various dances.]
...Don't think so.
You always struck me as more of a red girl anyway. You wear it enough.
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[She wears red for a reason. It's just her color.
That's really all there is to that.]
I agree. I was just wearing pink in this memory.
Can't imagine why, it doesn't look good on me, not with my eyes.
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Well, how'd it look?
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[Really, that's it. Another dumb detail.]
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Well, now we know not to put you in anything pink.
[She laughs softly.]
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[She huffs a breath and looks over at the clock.]
And...we have class in the morning. You think you can sleep?
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[She knows she's dwelling. She trails off and sucks in a breath.]
I took two benadryl. Figure that'll knock me out either way.
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[A beat.]
Goodnight, Eleanor.
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Night Yukiko.