[Yukiko doesn't let go, either. She figures that Eleanor probably needs that reminder. And that there's a lot more going on beneath the surface. If she's dreamed about killing people...and these other memories were true, and powers were...appearing? Then she may very well have.]
Not impossible. Just unexplainable. You can do it, and that's all there is to it.
[She lowers her head a little, bumping her forehead against the back of Eleanor's]
And no, you weren't in that memory. Whoever that person was was doing it, but you're not them. You...are Eleanor Lamb. There's no rational reason to believe that you were fighting anyone. Maybe it's a past life? There are more than a few spiritual traditions that believe in them. And before you get all 'that's a load of hooey and can't be real,' I'll tell you my counterpoint is that you're a telekinetic.
[After a moment, Eleanor leaned back against her best friend, just listening to her talk. Trying to calm herself down again. Heh. Would that ever be possible? She could move things with her mind? Whatever else was going on in the world, that was now at the top of every weird list for her.]
I've never really believed in stuff like that.
[It was hardly a secret. Eleanor was just too grounded in the rational to really spend time thinking about it all. That was Yukiko was for, apparently.]
But I don't really believe in false memories either, so who knows, right? [She managed a little smile.]
And you're right. I can do it. I know that's real, at least. Unless you're just sharing my delusion anyway.
[And Yukiko just holds on. what do best friends do, if not be the support for friends? She rocks side to side a little, just showing that she's there.]
I'm not delusional. You aren't either.
[Yukiko breathes in, breathes out, just doing her best to stay calm and not worry too much. IT's weird, yes. But it's not the end of days.]
It's like my guardian angel. I know, I know that there's more going on with that. and with you. It's a little weird, but we're still us. And having strange things happen is just...it's part of us now. But if you're worried about something bad going on, just think...you can help people with that power now. Like one of the Z-Men. And that's a blessing, right?
[Eleanor drew in a long, slow breath, because part of her wanted to be like 'but this isn't a comic book, it's real' but that...well, she knew it wouldn't help. Her or Yukiko or any of this. And she was right, in a way, this strangeness was their world now...as much as she tried not admit it.]
I'm not sure how much help moving pencils and hairbands will be. [She said with a sound that was almost a laugh. Maybe focusing on the details of it would help, really, so she did. Thinking about the power itself, what it could do, instead of worrying about what it meant...]
Picking up people, like in that...memory? Just pickign up your hairband took so much concentration.
[Nope. It wouldn't help. It's just silly to argue.]
I think that's how some superheroes get started.
[She vaguely remembers comic books from growing up, but really that's not important.]
You'll learn with time, I'm sure. Just like me. I'll figure out this...angel stuff. I know there's something more to it, but I don't understand it all yet. And I know too, that you'll use it responsibly. For good. I have faith.
[When Yukiko had talked about her Angel, Eleanor hadn't precisely...dismissed it...but she hadn't really been terribly fair either, had she. And here was Yukiko being so understanding, so fast. Admittedly Eleanor's worries were a bit more intense, but still.]
...What does that feel like, anyway? Your uh...guardian angel.
[Yukiko finally lets go, laughing slightly and pulling free.]
Warm? Like it's a part of me I never knew about. I guess, it's weird and hard to describe. But it's definitely just like...a missing piece. Strength I never knew I had.
That's...I don't know. [Stupid preconceptions.] I suppose it sounds nice, at least. And if you trust it, then I do.
[When Yukiko stepped away, Eleanor moved a bit further into the empty space around them, scanning the ground. And then she stretched out her hand, and a rock about the size of an apple floated off up into the air and then darted over to land in her palm. She held it up, examining it, and then smiled to herself.]
I am in no position to call anything strange at this point, anyway.
[Yukiko laughs, really unable to keep herself from doing that much. Eleanor is weird, yes, and this is weird, but it's okay. Because they're together and all that.]
But it's fine. Just another day. The world keeps on turning, and that's what matters. There'll be more answers tomorrow. And if not then, the next day, or the next. Right now we just need to focus on keeping it together to find those answers.
[Eleanor didn't seem to know how to answer, and after a few seconds gave a half-shrug.]
Not really. But I can't imagine I'm going to be for a while.
[This was just going to take some adjustment. But they couldn't just keep standing here in an empty parking lot while she tried not to let herself start panicking again.]
...But I'll manage. [She smiled finally.] Want to go get an ice cream or something? I don't want to go home yet.
[Eleanor started to move back towards the van, then stopped, hesitating, before she closed the distance between her and Yukiko and suddenly wrapped her in a hug, pressing her face into the other girl's shoulder.]
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Not impossible. Just unexplainable. You can do it, and that's all there is to it.
[She lowers her head a little, bumping her forehead against the back of Eleanor's]
And no, you weren't in that memory. Whoever that person was was doing it, but you're not them. You...are Eleanor Lamb. There's no rational reason to believe that you were fighting anyone. Maybe it's a past life? There are more than a few spiritual traditions that believe in them. And before you get all 'that's a load of hooey and can't be real,' I'll tell you my counterpoint is that you're a telekinetic.
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I've never really believed in stuff like that.
[It was hardly a secret. Eleanor was just too grounded in the rational to really spend time thinking about it all. That was Yukiko was for, apparently.]
But I don't really believe in false memories either, so who knows, right? [She managed a little smile.]
And you're right. I can do it. I know that's real, at least. Unless you're just sharing my delusion anyway.
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I'm not delusional. You aren't either.
[Yukiko breathes in, breathes out, just doing her best to stay calm and not worry too much. IT's weird, yes. But it's not the end of days.]
It's like my guardian angel. I know, I know that there's more going on with that. and with you. It's a little weird, but we're still us. And having strange things happen is just...it's part of us now. But if you're worried about something bad going on, just think...you can help people with that power now. Like one of the Z-Men. And that's a blessing, right?
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I'm not sure how much help moving pencils and hairbands will be. [She said with a sound that was almost a laugh. Maybe focusing on the details of it would help, really, so she did. Thinking about the power itself, what it could do, instead of worrying about what it meant...]
Picking up people, like in that...memory? Just pickign up your hairband took so much concentration.
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I think that's how some superheroes get started.
[She vaguely remembers comic books from growing up, but really that's not important.]
You'll learn with time, I'm sure. Just like me. I'll figure out this...angel stuff. I know there's something more to it, but I don't understand it all yet. And I know too, that you'll use it responsibly. For good. I have faith.
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...What does that feel like, anyway? Your uh...guardian angel.
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Warm? Like it's a part of me I never knew about. I guess, it's weird and hard to describe. But it's definitely just like...a missing piece. Strength I never knew I had.
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[When Yukiko stepped away, Eleanor moved a bit further into the empty space around them, scanning the ground. And then she stretched out her hand, and a rock about the size of an apple floated off up into the air and then darted over to land in her palm. She held it up, examining it, and then smiled to herself.]
I am in no position to call anything strange at this point, anyway.
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[Yukiko laughs, really unable to keep herself from doing that much. Eleanor is weird, yes, and this is weird, but it's okay. Because they're together and all that.]
But it's fine. Just another day. The world keeps on turning, and that's what matters. There'll be more answers tomorrow. And if not then, the next day, or the next. Right now we just need to focus on keeping it together to find those answers.
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You know, are you handling this far better than I am. [She shifted.]
I actually threw up after I realized what was going on.
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[That's about all she can say.]
You okay now, though?
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Not really. But I can't imagine I'm going to be for a while.
[This was just going to take some adjustment. But they couldn't just keep standing here in an empty parking lot while she tried not to let herself start panicking again.]
...But I'll manage. [She smiled finally.] Want to go get an ice cream or something? I don't want to go home yet.
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Yeah, that's fine. I don't really feel like heading home either. Mom and dad are working late, and all that. So, ice cream it is.
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[Eleanor started to move back towards the van, then stopped, hesitating, before she closed the distance between her and Yukiko and suddenly wrapped her in a hug, pressing her face into the other girl's shoulder.]
Seriously. Thanks.
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It's fine, really. I'm here for you.
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You're kind of all I've got with this. Usually I would talk to my mother but-
[How would she explain any of it?]
Anyway. Ice cream. And talking about anything else please.