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Yukiko Amagi

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[burningblossoms]

John. I'm lost.

[windeity]

...you know. it would help if you had the first part of that sentence, wouldn't it?
and now i am lost, too.
i think my phone is finally shitting itself and it is all this stupid app's fault.

[burningblossoms]

It probably is.
That happens.

It's Yukiko. What's going on?

[windeity]

wait what? i know it's you, i'm the one who texted you.

[burningblossoms]

I think my phone is doing the same thing.

I restarted it.

What are you trying to say? What's the first part?

[windeity]

let me know if restarting it fixes it and i might do the same.
uh. let me find it, it went somewhere else entirely...
"so i thought about what you said and i just need to know how the fuck a calendar is supposed to help"
that was the first part.

[burningblossoms]

I don't know how a calendar will help. Beyond I guess letting you see the date more clearly?

[windeity]

it's a possibility. i am still trying to figure out the best way to tackle classes, work, and retrospec shenanigans at the same time. the wrong texts are definitely not helping either.

[burningblossoms]

Well. That's fair. I'm sure it'll stop soon though.

It always does.

[windeity]

at least until it starts again. but at least we are aware of it.
i still think it's weird that people not on the network notice nothing about this.

[burningblossoms]

I do too. I really would like to talk about it with my mom and dad.

[windeity]

yeah. i was staying with a friend of mine before i moved into the dorms, and she had no idea about any of this either.
it is kind of a bummer because i can see that turning into some kind of isolation? knowing things that other people don't and not being able to explain.

[burningblossoms]

yeah, and kind of like gaslighting too. With people telling you you're wrong all the time.

[windeity]

yeah exactly! and that's the part that is hardly considered fair since this sort of happened without us asking. while i appreciate that the network has a lot of people on it, it still feels really strange knowing that this place is full of holes and mysteries while everyone around me assumes it's normal.
...sorry about that. if people have really been telling you you are wrong.

[burningblossoms]

It is what it is, John.

I'm over it. I mean, I kind of have to be. After everything I've seen, I know I'm right and they are wrong and that's all there is to it.

[windeity]

still dumb, yukiko, and you cannot tell me otherwise so there.
on the other hand that is a great way to look at it and i have a feeling that is pretty much how i am going to feel about this, too. whenever i start accepting the stuff i think i am remembering.
this whole memory hallucination whatever thing is still so weird.

[burningblossoms]

Yeah. It is weird.

But like all things, you get used to it, I think.
Have you had many yet?

[windeity]

i hope so.
so far? more than three, less than ten. and all of them are equally confusing so i am probably ignoring them for a while.
or at least until i can make sense out of "fruity rumpus asshole factory."

[burningblossoms]

The what?

[windeity]

yeah exactly.
here hold on let me try to draw it.

[And soon Yukiko will receive a shittier version of this monstrosity.]

all i remember is reading something and someone yelling at me to click this banner to discuss something really important? so fuck if i know.

[burningblossoms]

That is. Very strange.

Your other life sounds colorful at least.

[windeity]

very colorful and very confusing. i think the people i used to know are some of the weirdest people to exist, or at least that means they were good friends.

you know how sometimes you get really comfortable with people you're close to but then you start talking to them in a way that is probably inappropriate for other people? i think it is something like that.

[burningblossoms]

Oh, no I get it.

My other self is friends with a guy that never leaves a cartoon bear mascot suit. And sometimes the suit has a hat and a cape. And nobody seems to think this is really anything out of the ordinary. Only extremely could friends could deal with that.

[windeity]

i'm not sure i would be able to deal with any of my friends in a weird bear suit, but exactly!
i also argued with this girl about science being stupid bullshit which is sort of hilarious since i am trying to major in science.
does bear-guy have a name?

[burningblossoms]

I have no idea.
He looked like a parody of a character in Boulevard Brawler or something though.
I remember laughing about that.